I never make New Year’s resolutions because I apply myself to every day of the year in a fashion that can only be described as ‘resolute’

Aka I am in the depths of some sort of winter doldrums and am having an increasingly hard time wanting to ride, wanting to leave my house, going to work, and I dunno, live like a normal person?

UGH. The winter blahs are officially upon me. We are having another ‘Arctic Outflow’ situation and it is FREEZING in a place that usually isn’t…I hate it. Hate it so much. It’s freaking dark all the time, freezing, I am getting very short-tempered in general and at work, and I like to think that’s not normally me…

I have a perma-headache in my freaking sinuses that I maybe blame on being dehydrated/allergies/hangover that won’t leave me?

I have been very grouchy and short-tempered with people in general. Sigh…And my horse too, though we had a very decent ride last night! We worked on long and low, and then a rather technical exercise (by my lazy-woman standards) of working on transitions between 5-6 strides in poles. It was tough! I was very pleased with Oats’ efforts.

I was freezing after though! And I am NOT sleeping right now, I have no clue why- anxiety, stress, anger..not sure?

I’m just…not having it anymore. Grumble grumble grumble…

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