Last night we were back in the indoor, this time for good. It’s too dark for me to jump outdoors in my lessons, and Oats got his shoes off and immediately began to pussyfoot everywhere. Ah, well.
I was still in my trainer’s saddle as my friend is picking mine up for me today (yesss!).
I always start off my ride by feeling awkward and slow. I wonder how I can possibly jump, and feel like it’s just not going to happen–I wish this wasn’t the case, but it’s true–I seem to start off with some negative self-talk and doubting.
In this case, I had to be ok with this feeling and really let myself ‘feel’ uncomfortable. It was fine, things were going well, I just had to sit with it, and work through it. And you know what? My lesson worked out super!
We started by trotting a x-rail, focusing on straightness. Oats literally trotted it, w/o actually jumping. A spank for him then and he got with the the program. The small ‘x’ was then cantered, and then made into a small oxer- which we cantered a few times. I managed to hit a very awkward distance every time to the oxer, so Nicole asked me to change my approach to it–so instead of going straight to the wall for a long distance, I chose to leave the wall early and curve the approach. This worked out really well! I decided to stick with that decision for our coursework.
He was jumping VERY nicely. Actually using himself (they were small jumps) and felt far more engaged than when we were jumping outdoors.
I had to spank him pretty hard when we started the course, as he started off with a very sluggish ‘make me’ kind of attitude. One big whack and he bucked, and then ‘Yes ma’am!!’ and away we went, with a much more forward ride. Good pony!
The course itself was not exciting- the usual diagonal-outside-diagonal-diagonal-diagonal-outside-outside, ha. But, it rode really well, I was being proactive about things like pace, my approach, straightness (except for a wicked right drift on the outside line..whoops) and things worked out awesome.
Good pony! A fun, very focused ride. And I managed to overcome that weird awkwardness we felt initially. Hmm…a good learning opportunity for me, trying to manage my feelings and just be fine with how I am feeling.